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I am ill.
I am unhappy.
I am exhausted.

I have had a very bad day. Very bad indeed.
I was going to describe it in sordid detail, but I'm just too damn tired. I wanted to be asleep long ago, but my stomach has been doing backflips since I got home and I can not go to bed. Grr.

The show tonight was dreadful. I have rarely been so humilated in all my life. I don't think I will ever be able to forget the feeling of knowing my microphone was slowly slipping down my trousers, and gasping for air as it clunked on the floor. During the big dance number no less. (*clunk clunk step kick clunk scrape bang bang clunk*) I nearly burst into tears on stage, it was so awful. Siiiiiigh.

Lots of annoying things happened today, but the microphone and now being so poorly I can't even go to sleep definately take the cake. Wish I had some cake.

I really wanted these shows to go well. Days like these make me wonder why I'm an actor at all, when embaressing and terrible things always seem to happen to me. Maybe they're signs telling me to switch professions (again). Ah well. There's always tomorrow.

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Feeling better today. I slept in till 12.30pm, which probably helped. : )

Kara will be coming over soon to watch DVDs and whatever else we can think of to do. I'm so worried about Eyre and Kara, they're afraid they will have to go back to Canada soon because they don't proper jobs and soon may be unable to pay the rent. I don't know what to do for them, it makes me so sad to know they are worried about staying. I will do what I can to cheer them up and make them as happy as possible.

Imladris is back up again, which is nice. Dropped in to say hello so everyone remembered that I still exist. *chuckles* (I know they miss me really. ;- )
I really should make my Billy Boyd site sometime soon. But there are so many other things I need to do as well (write two myth lessons plus final exam, re-design and find new hosting site for Voice School webpage, and gosh, lots of things, all of which I of course can not rememeber at the moment. Isn't that always the way...), so I think that will have to wait. I'm sure mine will be loads better than any of the other naff sites done by silly 12 year olds.

Time to clean the house and make some lunch. What fun. : )