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Mar. 4th, 2003 12:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
neverwhereAfter only one day away from LJ, I have to go over 180 entries back. This is not healthy. *laughs*
Let's see, lots of fun things have happened since I hugged Ian McKellen (hee!)...
Guess what I heard on The Simpsons this weekend! 'Need money to send daughter to small liberal arts college -- Swarthmore maybe, or Sarah Lawrence.' Wooohooo! SLC in da house, yo! *laughs* I've been dreaming about being back at Sarah Lawrence since I saw that, probably because they were the happiest years of my life. I finally felt like I belonged somewhere, and I had friends for the first time, whom I loved and who actually loved me back. And then I had to go and leave my safe, wonderful world, and for what? To be poor and miserable in a town I hate, far from everyone I know and care about? I'm not unhappy all the time, but I am desperately lonely. I don't want to admit that my entire life revolves around LJ and the friends I've made here, but it's true. Don't get me wrong, I've made some incredible friends, and met a few of them too, and it's a great way to keep in touch with the real life friends I have who live far away, like![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
eyre_lasgalen and wreibyn and ashfae. There are people here I love deeply. But it's not the same as having someone tangible hold you and laugh with you, and just be there for you when you're feeling blue. Arrgh. I'm getting maudlin again, I promised myself I wouldn't do that. Might as well just add 'I'm feeling fat today!' to the list of woes, and make this whinging paragraph complete. :)
In case you're wondering, yes, that is a quote on my icon. It's Shakespeare, and I think it suits Billy rather well. :) (Special kisses will go to anyone who knows where it's from -- hint: it's my favourite character in my favourite play. Actually, I suppose that isn't much of a hint, is it. *chuckles* )
Hugs and kisses from a very sleepy Nevvie. *squeeeeeze* :)
Let's see, lots of fun things have happened since I hugged Ian McKellen (hee!)...
- ragdoll and kayteeforever had a birthday! *passes out cake and throws confetti in the air*
- I had a lot of fun with ladydarkrose, and was terribly naughty on her journal. I just can't help myself...*flutters eyelashes innocently* (Hey, she was the one who declared it to be Happy Hobbit Humping Day. And who am I to disagree? :)
- Sunday was International Trianne Appreciation Day. Everyone should praise trianne, for she is magickally babelicious, and I love her to bits. *kisses*
- I made friends with (in)famous LOTR fans brandybuck and eibhinn -- they just can't resist me! Bwahahaha. ;-)
- Good lord, these are all LJ related events. Surely something exciting in the reaaaaal world happened as well? *ponders* Uhmm. Still thinking.
I honestly can not think of anything of importance that happened outside the realm of LiveJournal. How extremely worrying. Wait! I talked to my mum on the phone, and she proceeded to tell me all kinds of wonderful things about people I have never met and care nothing about, but apparently it is vitally important I know everything that's been going on in their lives. Aren't mums grand?
Guess what I heard on The Simpsons this weekend! 'Need money to send daughter to small liberal arts college -- Swarthmore maybe, or Sarah Lawrence.' Wooohooo! SLC in da house, yo! *laughs* I've been dreaming about being back at Sarah Lawrence since I saw that, probably because they were the happiest years of my life. I finally felt like I belonged somewhere, and I had friends for the first time, whom I loved and who actually loved me back. And then I had to go and leave my safe, wonderful world, and for what? To be poor and miserable in a town I hate, far from everyone I know and care about? I'm not unhappy all the time, but I am desperately lonely. I don't want to admit that my entire life revolves around LJ and the friends I've made here, but it's true. Don't get me wrong, I've made some incredible friends, and met a few of them too, and it's a great way to keep in touch with the real life friends I have who live far away, like
eyre_lasgalen and wreibyn and ashfae. There are people here I love deeply. But it's not the same as having someone tangible hold you and laugh with you, and just be there for you when you're feeling blue. Arrgh. I'm getting maudlin again, I promised myself I wouldn't do that. Might as well just add 'I'm feeling fat today!' to the list of woes, and make this whinging paragraph complete. :)In case you're wondering, yes, that is a quote on my icon. It's Shakespeare, and I think it suits Billy rather well. :) (Special kisses will go to anyone who knows where it's from -- hint: it's my favourite character in my favourite play. Actually, I suppose that isn't much of a hint, is it. *chuckles* )
Hugs and kisses from a very sleepy Nevvie. *squeeeeeze* :)
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Date: 2003-03-03 04:27 pm (UTC)*is a Shakespeare geek*
just ignore this...>_< I didn't mean to whine.
Date: 2003-03-03 04:31 pm (UTC)Wooohooo! SLC in da house, yo! *laughs* I've been dreaming about being back at Sarah Lawrence since I saw that, probably because they were the happiest years of my life. I finally felt like I belonged somewhere, and I had friends for the first time, whom I loved and who actually loved me back. And then I had to go and leave my safe, wonderful world, and for what? To be poor and miserable in a town I hate, far from everyone I know and care about? I'm not unhappy all the time, but I am desperately lonely.
I'd give anything to feel like that. Happy and comfortable and loved. I haven't ever felt like that.
>_<
Oh, and hi. -hugs-
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Date: 2003-03-03 04:31 pm (UTC)(And loneliness/LJ friends/RL friends...I know just what you mean. I hope you feel better. *hugs*)
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Date: 2003-03-03 04:40 pm (UTC)RHI!
*pounces on you for adoring kisses*
Huzzah! I should have known you'd know that, O clone of mine. *giggles* :)
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Date: 2003-03-03 04:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-03-03 04:41 pm (UTC)Every day is Happy Hobbit Humping day! :D
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Date: 2003-03-03 04:43 pm (UTC)Sunday was International Trianne Appreciation Day. Everyone should praise trianne, for she is magickally babelicious, and I love her to bits. *kisses* - thank you darling!! You are lovely and I cannot wait to buy you a coffee and talk naughty stuff with you..
(((((((Nevvie)))))))
x
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Date: 2003-03-03 05:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-03-03 05:03 pm (UTC)*amused* did you mean me? Kaytee4ever? ;)
*smoooches*
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Date: 2003-03-03 05:09 pm (UTC)Two of my closest friends are at Sarah Lawrence right now, and having the time of their lives, so I can imagine how you feel. I don't feel that way yet about my school, but hopefully one day I will. :)
By the way, as of Saturday night, I will be in London! Any fun reccomendations of things for me to do? I know you're the expert!
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Date: 2003-03-03 07:32 pm (UTC)And gah. What is it with London? Does anyone like that town? My last trip to England I was only there about four days and I never really completely warmed up to it. It's a depressing place. But If I go back to Brighton like I want to next year, I'll probably come through London and we can cheer each other up while I'm there.
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Date: 2003-03-03 08:41 pm (UTC)*blinks in amazement*
*slow
Brandybuckishgrin*SWEEEEET!
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Date: 2003-03-03 11:04 pm (UTC)*sigh* I'm in love with Oberon. [/Shakespeare geek]
Um... Infamous?
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Date: 2003-03-04 06:43 am (UTC)Hi! :D You don't know me, but I stumbled across your awesome journal. I am in awe that you met Ian Mckellen as well...lucky! Anyway, I'd like to get to know you better, so I added you as a friend, if you don't mind?
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Date: 2003-03-04 10:22 am (UTC)Oh fine, just gloat about it. *grumble, grumble, envyenvyenvy*
Guess what I heard on The Simpsons this weekend! 'Need money to send daughter to small liberal arts college -- Swarthmore maybe, or Sarah Lawrence.'
BWHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAA!!! First time that episode aired, I was up in the pillow room in the pub, about fifty of us crowded in there to watch Simpsons every Sunday. The explosion of laughter and cheering nearly broke the windows. *gryn*
I've made some incredible friends, and met a few of them too, and it's a great way to keep in touch with the real life friends I have who live far away, like <http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif> eyre_lasgalen and <http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif> wreibyn and <http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif> ashfae.
Well, hopefully I won't be far away for long. Or at least not as far away. *crosses fingers until they turn white from lack of circulation*
Special kisses will go to anyone who knows where it's from -- hint: it's my favourite character in my favourite play.
Pfft. Beatrice, Much Ado. My second favorite character and second favorite play. *gryn* (I'm sorry, but my hart belongs to Viola and Twelfth Night)
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Date: 2003-03-04 10:48 am (UTC)Sure!
Infamy is a good thing. :)
You're famous as far as I'm concerned -- lots of my friends know you, and lots of 'inner circle' LOTR people know you...therefore, infamous. *grins*
Mmmm Shakespeare geekiness. *pines over Sonnet 116*
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Date: 2003-03-04 10:54 am (UTC)You will my sweet. You will. *kisses*
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Date: 2003-03-04 11:01 am (UTC)*giggles*
Hurrah! Talking the naughty with Trianne, could a day be any finer? :D
*pouncetacklesqueeeze*
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Date: 2003-03-04 11:02 am (UTC)Ermmm...yes. *grins sheepishly*
At least I didn't call you Schmoopy the Wonder Yak or anything. *laughs*
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Date: 2003-03-04 11:08 am (UTC)Ooooh hello new person! *waves and beams cheerfully*
My journal is 'awesome'? Gosh. *stunned* No, heck, you're absolutely right, it IS! Booyah! *giggles* ;-)
Welcome to my wacky world Anoronwen! ('Lady of the Sun'? :)
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Date: 2003-03-04 11:23 am (UTC)You would have loved the Twelth Night I saw at the Globe last summer, it was a tradition all-male production and it was marvellous. It's so odd, I've seen that play at least 6 times, and yet every single production was utterly different. I've seen it set in the Carribbean, Edwardian times, and my favourite, as Alice in Wonderland. (That was so amazing -- Illyria was Wonderland, Viola was Alice, and Malvolio was the perfect White Rabbit.) Shakespeare is so fantastically versatile, yet most people just assume it's stodgy and dull. Those poor, unhappy souls.
*crosses fingers and toes (and wiggles ears for good measure) for you*
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Date: 2003-03-04 11:26 am (UTC)You better believe it!
*squeeful hug*
Hee. You're so cute when you grin like that. *wibbles Tookishly* ;-)
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Date: 2003-03-04 11:33 am (UTC)>Every day is happy hobbit humping day. I mean, that's what they're for, isn't it?
*snorts loudly* Hoo boy, you better believe it! :D
I do like London, I just live in a dull as dirt suburb -- even though I'm only 18 miles from Central London, I might as well be on top of a fookin' mountain for all the good it does me, there is NOTHING to do in this town. It's also been voted as having the 5th worst town centre in all Britian. Yeah, it's THAT bad. *groan*
Come cheer me up! YEAH! *bounce*
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Date: 2003-03-04 11:38 am (UTC)Ding! Much Ado, character of Beatrice. I want to be like her so much. Delightfully witty and passionate and self-confident (about standing up for Hero's rights anyway. She needs a bit of help in the lurrrrve department. ;-)
SLC is just the best. *nostalgic sigh*
You're coming to London!? And you only tell me now?? *laughs*
What do you want to do? Email me and I'll give you the gossip!
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Date: 2003-03-04 12:08 pm (UTC)Of course you would know -- I had no doubts about that. *grins*
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Date: 2003-03-04 12:47 pm (UTC)And here I was thinking no one reads my journal.
*stares in shock*
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Date: 2003-03-04 01:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-03-04 03:29 pm (UTC)But I see you mentioned all the time by lots of people!
*I* thought you were famous anyway. Doesn't that count for something? *grins*
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Date: 2003-03-04 05:11 pm (UTC)Thanks!! :)
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Date: 2003-03-05 11:55 am (UTC)Hug by proxy, woohooo! *giggles*
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Date: 2003-03-05 11:58 am (UTC)*squeeeeze*
Don't sigh Lizzy. *smooches*
I'm not miserable or anything, I just wish my life had turned out differently. I have so much regret that I ache from the pain of it, and sometimes I just don't know what to do. I'm such a cheerful, happy person, but I've never really had anything to be cheerful about. But I'm okay, honestly. I'm a big girl, I can take it. ;-)
And you won't be lonely forever either my sweet. After all, you're going to come visit me soon, right? :)
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Date: 2003-03-05 01:08 pm (UTC)P.S. I'm actually in London on the 16th of April so you never know...!
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Date: 2003-03-05 01:10 pm (UTC)I will track you down! FEAR ME! :-P
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