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May. 28th, 2002 03:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
neverwhereI am ill.
I am unhappy.
I am exhausted.
I have had a very bad day. Very bad indeed.
I was going to describe it in sordid detail, but I'm just too damn tired. I wanted to be asleep long ago, but my stomach has been doing backflips since I got home and I can not go to bed. Grr.
The show tonight was dreadful. I have rarely been so humilated in all my life. I don't think I will ever be able to forget the feeling of knowing my microphone was slowly slipping down my trousers, and gasping for air as it clunked on the floor. During the big dance number no less. (*clunk clunk step kick clunk scrape bang bang clunk*) I nearly burst into tears on stage, it was so awful. Siiiiiigh.
Lots of annoying things happened today, but the microphone and now being so poorly I can't even go to sleep definately take the cake. Wish I had some cake.
I really wanted these shows to go well. Days like these make me wonder why I'm an actor at all, when embaressing and terrible things always seem to happen to me. Maybe they're signs telling me to switch professions (again). Ah well. There's always tomorrow.
I am unhappy.
I am exhausted.
I have had a very bad day. Very bad indeed.
I was going to describe it in sordid detail, but I'm just too damn tired. I wanted to be asleep long ago, but my stomach has been doing backflips since I got home and I can not go to bed. Grr.
The show tonight was dreadful. I have rarely been so humilated in all my life. I don't think I will ever be able to forget the feeling of knowing my microphone was slowly slipping down my trousers, and gasping for air as it clunked on the floor. During the big dance number no less. (*clunk clunk step kick clunk scrape bang bang clunk*) I nearly burst into tears on stage, it was so awful. Siiiiiigh.
Lots of annoying things happened today, but the microphone and now being so poorly I can't even go to sleep definately take the cake. Wish I had some cake.
I really wanted these shows to go well. Days like these make me wonder why I'm an actor at all, when embaressing and terrible things always seem to happen to me. Maybe they're signs telling me to switch professions (again). Ah well. There's always tomorrow.
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Date: 2002-05-28 12:52 am (UTC)http://www.beastybunny.com/lotr/pip/rivendell/pages/003_rivendell.htm
some big giant hobbity hugs!
I hope tomorrow goes better for you!