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Jan. 2nd, 2004 04:32 pmLast year, I was standing above the Thames, facing the Houses of Parliament, and cheered with thousands of other people as Big Ben rang in the start of the new year.
This year, I sat on my bed (the only other piece of furniture in my miserably untidy flat apart from the computer desk), holding a bottle of root beer and watching other people having fun on t.v, and when the big ball dropped in Times Square to signal the start of 2004...I just sat there, sobbing pathetically.
That's how I greeted the new year. As a pathetic, lonely failure.
Please don't let me end the year the same way.
This year, I sat on my bed (the only other piece of furniture in my miserably untidy flat apart from the computer desk), holding a bottle of root beer and watching other people having fun on t.v, and when the big ball dropped in Times Square to signal the start of 2004...I just sat there, sobbing pathetically.
That's how I greeted the new year. As a pathetic, lonely failure.
Please don't let me end the year the same way.
Eh. I bet you have a thousand comments on your journal saying this-
Date: 2004-01-02 05:06 pm (UTC)I wish I had been there with you. I would've made you laugh and shit, and would've sang "auld lang zide" or some shit. <3
love you.
Only five dearest :)
Date: 2004-01-02 05:09 pm (UTC)I needed a good laugh. Wish you could have been here too.
Or rather, that we both were somewhere fun and exciting, and NOT here. *squeeze*
:)
Date: 2004-01-02 05:18 pm (UTC)I wish I would've been too. :) I had good wine ;)