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Jan. 2nd, 2004 04:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
neverwhereLast year, I was standing above the Thames, facing the Houses of Parliament, and cheered with thousands of other people as Big Ben rang in the start of the new year.
This year, I sat on my bed (the only other piece of furniture in my miserably untidy flat apart from the computer desk), holding a bottle of root beer and watching other people having fun on t.v, and when the big ball dropped in Times Square to signal the start of 2004...I just sat there, sobbing pathetically.
That's how I greeted the new year. As a pathetic, lonely failure.
Please don't let me end the year the same way.
This year, I sat on my bed (the only other piece of furniture in my miserably untidy flat apart from the computer desk), holding a bottle of root beer and watching other people having fun on t.v, and when the big ball dropped in Times Square to signal the start of 2004...I just sat there, sobbing pathetically.
That's how I greeted the new year. As a pathetic, lonely failure.
Please don't let me end the year the same way.
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Date: 2004-01-02 05:21 pm (UTC)Well, I watch people on TV have fun every year on New Year's Eve. But hopefully that will change this year...;)
You're not pathetic and you're not a failure. You are a wonderful, lovely person. Look at how many friends you have! *g* When I think of you I think...bounciness and happiness and fun! Your life is soooo interesting to me. *g*
*big hugs*
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Date: 2004-01-02 06:20 pm (UTC)I'm glad someone finds it interesting. ;-) *hugs*
And I'm pleased you think of me as bouncey and fun. That's how I always want to be, and it frustrates me terribly when I'm not.