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Jan. 2nd, 2004 04:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
neverwhereLast year, I was standing above the Thames, facing the Houses of Parliament, and cheered with thousands of other people as Big Ben rang in the start of the new year.
This year, I sat on my bed (the only other piece of furniture in my miserably untidy flat apart from the computer desk), holding a bottle of root beer and watching other people having fun on t.v, and when the big ball dropped in Times Square to signal the start of 2004...I just sat there, sobbing pathetically.
That's how I greeted the new year. As a pathetic, lonely failure.
Please don't let me end the year the same way.
This year, I sat on my bed (the only other piece of furniture in my miserably untidy flat apart from the computer desk), holding a bottle of root beer and watching other people having fun on t.v, and when the big ball dropped in Times Square to signal the start of 2004...I just sat there, sobbing pathetically.
That's how I greeted the new year. As a pathetic, lonely failure.
Please don't let me end the year the same way.
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Date: 2004-01-02 11:51 pm (UTC)I spent my new year's alone, obviously, as well. It was pretty interesting. I've been alone a lot recently; at my work, on holidays. I couldn't help that I was sick... but I've been left w/ a lot of time to think, you know? I don't know what I'm getting at, forgive me. :)
*hugs*
We should go to Mel's again, soon. :) I don't know my schedule for next week yet, but we'll see.
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Date: 2004-01-03 12:03 am (UTC)Don't be sorry, it's not you're fault you were ill. *huuuugs*
I've just been in a miserable state recently, what with the untidyness of the flat, the ants in my kitchen that refuse to die (ARRRGGHHH), not working very much, and hating it when I do, not knowing what I want to do with my life, feeling old and useless and immobile and scared...it's all such a mess. Bah.
Whenever you've recovered, we'll go out and Do Things. :)
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Date: 2004-01-03 12:08 am (UTC)sigh.
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Date: 2004-01-03 12:13 am (UTC)Well, I should hope you have realized by now how emotionally similar we are. :)
*squeezes you tight*
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Date: 2004-01-03 12:16 am (UTC)Just didn't realize that you would emphasize my sentiments exactly. :)
good night; I've a long day tomorrow. bah.